Voicenotes from Jo that validate how I feel.
Today was busy but kinda exciting. Being a manager over the summer is going to be tough but it’s made me feel more able already.
Selling Sunset and watermelon.
Voicenotes from Jo that validate how I feel.
Today was busy but kinda exciting. Being a manager over the summer is going to be tough but it’s made me feel more able already.
Selling Sunset and watermelon.
A cup of tea in bed, delivered by Jo.
Dishoom breakfast. Plus lots of chai. And a free birthday pancakes!
Coming home to mum and dad.
A deep conversation with Jo.
Thai, mulled wine and trash TV on the sofa with her.
MARGARITA!
Jo is back!
Sneakily eating mince pies and drinking mulled wine in the church.
Singing carols by candlelight. It felt so magical.
The big sale hit my bank account. Goodbye credit card debt!
Speaking to Jo and laughing about labels.
Cooking aubergine. I haven’t had it for ages and I’m happy to have cooked something different.
The air in Hampshire. It smelt like home.
The amazing sunset on the train back in.
Sitting in the sun talking to Jo.
The Play That Goes Wrong.
Four new toys! I wasn’t expecting that many!
Talking to Jo. I miss her.
50p for some cotton from the Designer Collective.
Dancing and singing.
Talking to Jo and therapy.
Ca-tree-dral.
Chatting to Jo.
Looking through my photos and finding some really good memories. Including the infamous Corinne vulva thighs one.
Lunch with Jo and Adam. Plus seeing Adam first for the goss.
Weaving after work and seeing how much I’ve improved in a few rows.
Long belly flat cat.
Sitting on the bench in the sun at lunchtime, reading.
Talking to Jo about how we feel and sorting everything out.
Finally getting that damn chin hair out.
I feel like I noticed lots of little nice moments today. I think maybe I was looking out for them.
Waking up with James.
Breakfast with Rosie – she made me feel so much better. And I love our rude conversations in public places.
Choosing a sweet breakfast for a change.
The delicious coffee.
Walking along the canal in the sunshine and spotting the birds popping up from diving.
Walking through the park singing along to the pop songs.
Replacing my really shabby body polisher.
Spotting Gerry in the van and giving him a wave.
Walking through my borough and remembering all the places I’ve done things, all the work I’ve done.
Feeling ready to chat to Jo again.
Group chat with the Fems Plus One
The photo of Han sitting on Coop’s balloon just before the photo.
Showing Han how to do sudokus better.
Forgetting I asked for toast tongs and then opening up the toast tongs.
Finally getting a message.
Chatting to Jo in bed.
Walking and ranting with Tash, drinking hot chocolate and looking at Christmas lights.
A phone call with Jo, with a conversation that felt like our usual conversations.
Driving the van.
Getting a new toy.
Morning cuddles with Noah.
Another Dishoom breakfast.
Walking across Waterloo bridge, talking about all the things we’ve achieved in the last 10 years.
Getting the giggles moving Noah and cot from the bedroom to the living room.
The hench guy who accidentally made his hand look tiny.
The Love Trap with Jo and Benoit. Such brilliant shit!
Fungi identification. Even though it was too hard and I couldn’t do it.
Laughing with Chris and Gary.
Jo telling me how stunning I look. And then crying.
Jo trying to sell her bra on Facebook and getting contacted by a creep. Surprise surprise!
Being cuddly with Corinne.
The sex, babies and poo chats with the Fems Plus One, lounging on sofas, eating the Dishoom breakfast we made.
Fisting chats with Alec.
An exciting morning with fallen trees.
Actually being outside in the park and smelling the woods and seeing the sun coming through the trees.
Cancelling all plans and seeing Jo and having Noah cuddles instead.
Taking Jo to Dishoom for breakfast. They made such a fuss of her – free dessert, a card and vouchers. It was amazing!
Playing It’s Not Right But It’s Okay by Whitney. Loudly. And swinging my hips. On to the next one.
Drinking beer with Jonny in shoreditch. And him talking about Alex.
The squirrel on the window.
Having dinner at Jo’s. We ate SO MUCH.
The first few minutes of Sexy Beasts. I mean….what the actual fuck.
Cuddles with Noah as I babysat him.
Jo having such a lovely day with Benoit. I’m so glad – she really deserves it!
Beautiful clouds in the evening again.
Doing the dementia friendly walk – I really enjoyed it.
Taking Noah out for a walk on my own. It’s nice to be able to chat out loud and no one batting an eyelid.
Takeaway, cake and chats at Jo’s. We haven’t had a night in like that in ages.
Jen and Fiona coming to mine for dinner. Some big belly laughs.
Seeing Jo and Noah for the first time in ages. She said I’m the only one that makes him laugh.
Watching the squirrel at lunch eating all the berries, hanging upside down and being totally chill.
Water droplets.
Going to buy chocolate.
Jo being happy about the flowers and the bananas.
Accidentally picking exactly the wrong time for a little walk and running back through the woods to the office. Nothing like a little wet run to wake you up!
Keith’s leaving party. It was really nice to see everyone. And eat chips.
Hearing Jo’s voice. Even if I wished she was telling me something different.
Making Noah smile.
The shadows on my desk.
TikTok.
An actual proper chat with Han and Jo over a LOT of chocolate.
A sunny walk around the water.
The tube driver that tooted the horn for the little boy waving on the platform. Absolutely adorable.