Archives for posts with tag: light

Walking around the reservoirs.

Sewing the vulva pouches.

The smell of wood chips and fresh air.

Being in the office and no moping around at home. And treating myself to patel de natas at lunch.

Going for an extra walk when I got home and being out in that golden light of an autumn evening.

A really really good mango.

The golden sun in the morning, lighting up the plants.

Going for a walk when I didn’t really want to, and leaving my phone at home.

The funny wildlife photos on the Guardian.

Jonny ringing me to ask for a cup of tea.

When the sun came out after another shower and shone through the green leaves.

The weird indoor exotic zoo I found in someone’s garden.

The dreamy light on my pillows.

Cream. Real actual cream. In my not-quite-an Eton mess. And maybe on a chocolate mousse. That was also not vegan. But was reduced. And I do love chocolate mousse.

A shared dinner with Jonny. With sparkling water and orange slices.

Making a new thing. Sewing a stripy jumper from stretchy fabric.

Walking up to Highgate Woods and seeing all the trees and light and leaves. Two hours of walking. I really needed it.

Seeing Eileen loving Zoom.

Beautiful patchy sunlight through the tree.

Some time on my own in the flat. I didn’t realise how much I needed it.

And going out for a short walk. I needed that too.

Two deliveries of free sex toys.

A nice doctor that listened and helped me for half an hour. And also rang back later too.

Light and shadows on the duvet.

The sunlight and the daisies.

Getting an appointment for my trans vaginal scan today. So speedy! And they could see the cyst. All 7cm of it.

Mum wants a pair of my dungarees, not just for fancy dress.

Going for a walk with Jonny. Talking about Drag Race and Portugal and silly things. Noticing that the trees have grown leaves within days.

Ordering a sewing machine. And paying for it to arrive tomorrow.

Watching the video with me in, walk about people talking vulvas on Instagram.

Grassy shadows.

Accidentally did a super loud fart. Luckily Jonny had just gone out.

Sewing. Making little bibs for Fred and Martha. And picking up some scrubs to sew tomorrow for the NHS.

Being with Roger, not Graham.

The smell of BBQ smoke drifting in through the window, with the birds singing and the sun shining.

The light hitting my pillows and flickering against the walls.

The soft light this evening.

The soft air in the park. And the cut grass and the gravel and the space.

Getting up early and feeling no anxiety about Jonny. Feeling like I have the time to meditate without getting on edge or on a time limit.

Doing a spine yoga. And hearing my back click.

POTATO! 😂

The light during our walk in the park after work.

The egg cup/bald head tictoc video.

Going out and doing the idling event actually distracted me more than I thought it would and I forgot about being sad for a while.

The light in the afternoon and the cool dark clouds. I took this lovely blurry photo… 🤦

A message from Kulbinder after I assumed he wasn’t interested.

The sky today was beautiful. During the day, with the fluttered clouds and as the sun was setting, making everything glow golden.

Delicious vegan food with Sarah. I love mint dressing on a salad.

Roast parsnips, because I was craving them.

Also, more flowers, this time from Rosie. Starting my dungarees and a quick sober drink with Jo where I decided to run to work on Monday.

Cuddling a Christmas dog during my haircut.
The evening light. The way it hit the bright tree against the old church against the blue sky.
Doing some yoga again. Finally.

Sending off the invoice. Money please.

The light on the church.

Fooood. I ate healthy delicious food today including the yummy curry I made. If I don’t poo tomorrow I am going to be PISSED.

Coming home to London at the golden hour.

Seeing all our loo rolls, stacked around the house.

Having a shower in mum and dad’s lovely shower.

Seeing the wooden planter steaming gently in the sun, as the water evaporated off.

The Sound Bath with Sophie. Really relaxing and dreamy.

Linking arms and walking along laughing.

The light on my pillow. It’s nice to see the sun again after these terrible dreary wet date.

Discovering Lemonade is on Spotify. Yeah, I know I’m about three years behind on the news.

Wearing my new white t-shirt from the charity shop. I don’t know what it is about it but I feel so good in it. It feels like the perfect white t-shirt.

A walk along the beach, with the sand between my toes.

And then into the forest with the dappled sunlight.

Followed by sunbathing and yoga in the garden

The little yellow bird that visited the tree outside the window as I had breakfast.

The way the light fell across the plants.

A slow, headphone-free wander along the New River Walk at lunchtime. Tiny moorhens, blossom and sunshine.

Going back to my old office and getting hugs

The squirrel squeezing its way through the chain link fence

The light as the sunset on the way to the library after work. Totally made up for the terrible weather today.

Being out in the sun and along the towpath for much of the morning.

Sitting on a bench in the sunshine reading at lunchtime

Coming home earlier to beautiful light on the wall and some yoga

Light on my living room wall

Lots of walking around the neighborhood in the bright blue sunlight, snuggled up in my coat and scarf, looking at beautiful houses. I can’t describe how lovely it felt to be outside and be walking. It made my heart feel light and fast.

When she postponed the date and I got my Sunday evening back. And taught myself how to darn

The light, walking home at half 2. It’s so beautiful in winter.

Talking masturbation with an unknown Irishman on Hinge.

Dance aerobics. Smiles throughout.

Aaaaand playing Dobble and Floundering with Dom and Jonny

Time to myself.

A walk as the sun was setting and the light was beautiful.

Mamma Mia: Here We Go Again. Still makes me laugh

Naoshima. The lines, the curves, the light, the galleries, the nature, the cute streets, the heat. It is perfect.

The walk back from the gallery to the hostel.

The crab. Gabby the Crabby.

A carrot and egg sandwich. With raisins.

The light through the trees outside the office this morning.

Another jumpery, sunny lunch in the park.

Pizza and avocado. Perfect first day of period dinner.