
My skin might be better in a WEEK!
A beautiful sunset glow over London.
TikTok. Fuck I love TikTok.
My skin might be better in a WEEK!
A beautiful sunset glow over London.
TikTok. Fuck I love TikTok.
Going back to sleep after James left.
Such cheap material!
The sunlight (finally) in the evening.
Three people turned up for the health and nature walk, despite the wind and rain.
Walking home in the golden hour.
The bird clock that Terry gave us – it makes me laugh a lot. I can’t wait for Louisa to hear it.
The beautiful soft morning light.
Meeting Adam for a coffee and a chat.
And the wonderful soft evening light with the moon. I left early enough to be able to walk home through the park today.
Retelling the chocolate and smoking boys story in the team meeting.
Walking through all the Aster’s on my way to work.
A sunny morning with the beautiful light coming in.
Sleeping aaaaallll day. I clearly needed it.
Going for a walk at about 6pm as the sky was looking nice and soft.
The golden hour light in my flat when I got back.
Making Noah smile.
The shadows on my desk.
TikTok.
A beautifully sunny day, with lovely light and shadows everywhere.
Going for dinner at Jen and Fiona’s and talking about eating poo.
A nice quick bus ride home.
Getting to visit the woods.
Then sitting there for two hours, watching the squirrels and taking photos of the light through the leaves. And being paid for it.
Clean bed sheets!
The light and shadows through the flowers on my desk.
Cooking daal. I don’t feel like I’ve actually cooked anything for ages.
Sending the same bug emoji to Tash at the same time.
The sunlight on the walk after work.
The bright daffodils on my desk.
The unhappy stumps.
The ‘where’s the milk’ photo from Jonny
Walking around the reservoirs.
Sewing the vulva pouches.
The smell of wood chips and fresh air.
Being in the office and no moping around at home. And treating myself to patel de natas at lunch.
Going for an extra walk when I got home and being out in that golden light of an autumn evening.
A really really good mango.
The golden sun in the morning, lighting up the plants.
Going for a walk when I didn’t really want to, and leaving my phone at home.
The funny wildlife photos on the Guardian.
Jonny ringing me to ask for a cup of tea.
When the sun came out after another shower and shone through the green leaves.
The weird indoor exotic zoo I found in someone’s garden.
The dreamy light on my pillows.
Cream. Real actual cream. In my not-quite-an Eton mess. And maybe on a chocolate mousse. That was also not vegan. But was reduced. And I do love chocolate mousse.
A shared dinner with Jonny. With sparkling water and orange slices.
Making a new thing. Sewing a stripy jumper from stretchy fabric.
Walking up to Highgate Woods and seeing all the trees and light and leaves. Two hours of walking. I really needed it.
Seeing Eileen loving Zoom.
Beautiful patchy sunlight through the tree.
Some time on my own in the flat. I didn’t realise how much I needed it.
And going out for a short walk. I needed that too.
Two deliveries of free sex toys.
A nice doctor that listened and helped me for half an hour. And also rang back later too.
Light and shadows on the duvet.
The sunlight and the daisies.
Getting an appointment for my trans vaginal scan today. So speedy! And they could see the cyst. All 7cm of it.
Mum wants a pair of my dungarees, not just for fancy dress.
Going for a walk with Jonny. Talking about Drag Race and Portugal and silly things. Noticing that the trees have grown leaves within days.
Ordering a sewing machine. And paying for it to arrive tomorrow.
Watching the video with me in, walk about people talking vulvas on Instagram.
Grassy shadows.
Accidentally did a super loud fart. Luckily Jonny had just gone out.
Sewing. Making little bibs for Fred and Martha. And picking up some scrubs to sew tomorrow for the NHS.
Being with Roger, not Graham.
The smell of BBQ smoke drifting in through the window, with the birds singing and the sun shining.
The light hitting my pillows and flickering against the walls.
The soft light this evening.
The soft air in the park. And the cut grass and the gravel and the space.
Getting up early and feeling no anxiety about Jonny. Feeling like I have the time to meditate without getting on edge or on a time limit.
Doing a spine yoga. And hearing my back click.
POTATO! 😂
The light during our walk in the park after work.
The egg cup/bald head tictoc video.
Going out and doing the idling event actually distracted me more than I thought it would and I forgot about being sad for a while.
The light in the afternoon and the cool dark clouds. I took this lovely blurry photo… 🤦
A message from Kulbinder after I assumed he wasn’t interested.
The sky today was beautiful. During the day, with the fluttered clouds and as the sun was setting, making everything glow golden.
Delicious vegan food with Sarah. I love mint dressing on a salad.
Roast parsnips, because I was craving them.
Also, more flowers, this time from Rosie. Starting my dungarees and a quick sober drink with Jo where I decided to run to work on Monday.
Cuddling a Christmas dog during my haircut.
The evening light. The way it hit the bright tree against the old church against the blue sky.
Doing some yoga again. Finally.
Sending off the invoice. Money please.
The light on the church.
Fooood. I ate healthy delicious food today including the yummy curry I made. If I don’t poo tomorrow I am going to be PISSED.
Coming home to London at the golden hour.
Seeing all our loo rolls, stacked around the house.
Having a shower in mum and dad’s lovely shower.