Pizza and beer with Sarah.
A beautiful frosty blue day for volunteer day with the SEN students.
Chinese horoscopes with the volunteers.
Pizza and beer with Sarah.
A beautiful frosty blue day for volunteer day with the SEN students.
Chinese horoscopes with the volunteers.
Sally is back which means we all chatted loads today.
She was excited about my sunflower competition idea!
Sarah rang me for a chat and it was really nice to speak to her.
A text from Sarah about a pigeon wearing a hat.
Hot chocolate with pottery.
I did my initial therapy consultation and I feel really happy that I’ve got the process started!
Walking through Aster meadow in the frost to take photos this morning on the way to work.
Working with all the volunteers again.
Chatting to Sarah on the phone
Making Aster smile.
The beautiful river in Kelvedon.
Making the effort to go see Ciaran and the others.
Listening to the rain.
Sarah and Aster got the dungarees I made them.
Jacquie said thanks for remembering her diagnosis. I’m really glad I said something.
Making the dinosaur tail for Fred.
A big veggie pasta bake.
Chatting to Sarah and hearing her sound normal again. Also hearing little Aster noises.
Two tiny squirrels chasing each other on the tree.
The sun setting at the end of the road. Almost made it look pretty.
Sarah’s daughter is okay! And is leaving hospital soon. And has her nose.
Sarah’s reaction to the soft sleep suit I made for her baby.
Watching the video of Fred opening the things I made him. He really liked them!
Coming up with a book idea that might actually work. And even Jonny thought it was good!
Loads of post finally arriving.
Chatting to Sarah on WhatsApp video and seeing her new house. And her huge baby bump.
Doing Maja’s yoga class
Dog cuddles with Nina during my haircut.
My boob print from Lydia arrived.
Spending the morning chatting to Sarah at the Olympic Park. It’s been 6 months.
A photo from Sarah and the time we went to the Eden Project. Four years ago. The start of our friendship.
Watching Japanese wildlife programmes with Jonny and making our usual silly comments.
Letting myself nap. And then eat a scone with butter and jam.
I’m home alone! For two weeks! I took a bath and lay naked on my bed reading and then masturbated. It felt so much better immediately.
Seeing Rosie. And feeling normal again. And laughing and being silly.
Sarah sent me Woman World and I LOVE it.
Getting the lino prints from Jo through the post.
MILFs on holiday chat.
Switching off my laptop for a few days.
Sean arrived!
My parents got to see Fred finally.
Went to the office and spoke to people and saw exciting police things.
More sewing. Finished Ming’s and Hatti’s and started on the baby ones.
Crafting with Sarah over the internet. I did some embroidery and watched her crochet. It was nice to not have to stare at each others faces the whole time.
Having my face on dungaree wearing celebrities faces in the Eggs quiz. And my brilliant That’s What She Said.
When Jonny came and sat with me in the afternoon and we had some giggles.
The smell of fresh grass during our fast walk around the park.
Sarah buying a massive tin of tomatoes 😂
The sky today was beautiful. During the day, with the fluttered clouds and as the sun was setting, making everything glow golden.
Delicious vegan food with Sarah. I love mint dressing on a salad.
Roast parsnips, because I was craving them.
Also, more flowers, this time from Rosie. Starting my dungarees and a quick sober drink with Jo where I decided to run to work on Monday.
Moving slow. Really slow.
Dishoom with Sarah. Food. Toilets. Chai.
Asking for help on Instagram. And receiving it.
Going home after lunch. Telling, not asking.
An afternoon nap and orgasm. Exactly what I needed.
Games night at Sarah’s. It was nice to meet Brett and, as mean as it sounds, seeing married couples be snappy with each other made me happy to be single.
The park was surprisingly warm at lunch. Reading my book in the almost sun with the hazy sky was bliss.
Flirting with Nat.
Crafts with Sarah at the Southbank. And the fireworks on the balcony at the end. Best of all the world’s.
Watching volleyball in the park with a seagull.
Chats with Sarah on the train home.
Basil in my salad.
An hour at Paddington with Sarah.
The amazing dogs in the pub in Bristol.
The sad man on the cigarette packet with the soft penis.
Mum’s blood test results are back. It’s pretty much certain that she doesn’t have ovarian cancer!
I might be in WOW twice! Vulva workshops are being considered!
Actual period blood. Please let this be the end of the hormone mayhem.
A night with Sarah. Lumiere and chips in a gay pub.
A local coffee with Jo. That turned into lunch too.
An afternoon of Tate pottery and too much cake with Sarah. Where she talked total sense and made me realise a few things. I don’t need to trivialise my sadness.
An evening with the housemates. Minus the rubbish one. Matt cooked us a roast. And it was just nice.