Stuart rang after I told him. That was nice.
James being very sweet when I canceled the date and enthusiastic about rearranging.
Vangie’s exit. Again.
Stuart rang after I told him. That was nice.
James being very sweet when I canceled the date and enthusiastic about rearranging.
Vangie’s exit. Again.
Folding and envelope stuffing. Genuinely love a bit of that.
Some giggles with Stuart.
Delicious ramen. So much nicer than last time.
Petek with Jonny. We even got our free baklava. We haven’t been for ages so it was lovely to be remembered.
SO MANY FREE GRAPES
More flirting with Stuart. Probably not the best idea but fun for now
My chest cracking doing the wheel in yoga
My outfit. The mustard trousers, peak of white shirt, black jumper and denim jacket.
Emailing Stuart.
Going to the vigil. It was sad but I’m really glad I went.
Singing out loud in karioke.
Texts from Stuart about surprise anuses.
Walking a new way to the post office, through a park with a squirrel. And through some quiet back streets, with the blue skies and the reflections in the puddles.
The presents and card from Stuart. I’m happy he wrote ‘love’.
Totally and utterly feeling myself this evening. Dancing and singing in the flat. Wearing a crop top and taking selfies. It felt good to feel so good.
Watching the clouds whiz across the sky out the office window.
Pizza and quieter chats at Jana and Charlie’s.
Texting Stuart. I know I shouldn’t but it’s been nice to hear from him.
This beautiful tree near my house
Seeing my name graffitied on a bin. It was just so bizarre. It’s not a name you usually see anywhere.
Kissing
My first food processor. What an adult and lovely thing to buy. And hello first soup I made with it!
My period started. Two weeks late and totally out of the blue.
Honestly. Thinking about Stuart. I don’t know what to do but I enjoyed the daydreams today.
Eggs lolz in the morning with Alec and Doug.
Having the morning to myself and sitting in the sunny living room ordering food processors and hoovering and waxing and eating cheese on rye bread
The leaves at the new photography centre at the V&A.
Making a turmeric latte.
Dinner, drinks and coming home with Stuart
Watching The Secret Life of Puppies on YouTube with my boss.
Shit-faced Shakespeare with Stuart.
Walking through hot London at night. Through Trafalgar’s Square, past the WWII women’s memorial, along the river. I still love London.
Having a meeting with Matthew and having him tell me that he still wants me to go work for him when I can. Which is great!
Telling that story to Stuart and seeing him be proud and happy for me.
Having a lovely, coupley time in the pub.
Stuart finishing work early and coming to meet me. We went for ice cream and ate it in the park and it was so lovely.
A relaxing evening doing the jigsaw puzzle together and listening to the radio.
Decorating biscuits for Adam’s birthday together.
Walking down New River Walk. So beautiful.
We spotted some turtles sunbathing in the river.
Doing a puzzle together in the evening.
Bubbles from the washing up liquid
Dancing at Rowen’s
Hearing him say he loves me
A night of 60% cuddle sleeping. I didn’t really sleep much but it was so lovely. And I keep thinking about it today.
Walking the quiet way to work after my opticians appointment. Beautiful trees.
Free breakfast to celebrate our walking win. Warm pastries!
Yoga. For the first time in ages and I’m so glad I actually made myself go to start strengthening my shoulder.
A veggie sausage, egg and cheese toasted sandwich for dinner. It was perfect.
Today has been a good day so forget the three things, have five instead.
Talking nipples with Adam. Good to know they’re on show today. I loved my outfit today. I felt very Adult Business Woman. Even with the nipples.
Shire crew group texts, trying to organise the wedding. Mainly just lols instead.
Stuart coming over. I really really wanted a hug. And he stroked my back.
A delicious iced coffee that someone else paid for and I drank during a work meeting.
Kissing Stuart.
Blood blood bloody blood.
The William Morris gallery and grounds. Including the organic apple Pip ice lolly. Mega delicious.
Telling Stuart I love him in the park.
Singing ‘we’re all going to the zoo tomorrow’.
Oh and ‘the rice had about 5 or 6 minutes left. So I’m going for a poo’
Spending the morning on my own, taking down the exhibition. A nice quiet start to the day.
Leaving work early because the adults had all gone. So I sat in the park reading for a few hours.
Hanging out with Stuart, Matt and the Greeks for Bill’s birthday picnic. They are fun and it was lovely to have a fun evening with Stuart again.
Watching the England match in Alec’s garden, with a delicious BBQ and funny friends.
Lying on my bed, with the sun glinting through the tree outside my window, reading.
Silly jinx conversations.
A day on the boat with my parents. So so lovely to be cruising along on the countryside.
Stuart chatting more to them both. It was so much better this time.
Feeling mega close to Stuart, for a second day in a row.
Going to see my exhibition with Stuart. It was so sweet that he wanted to go see it.
Lying in the park afterwards, in the sun in my dress
Feeling really close to Stuart again.
I just feel mega proud of all the things I did today for Clean Air Day:
Giving out free breakfasts to cyclists and making people happy on their way to work.
Doing the walk with the Mayor in the sun, feeling so proud that this was my idea and I did it all myself.
Packing up after the final event and walking back to the office with Laura, who is much funnier than I thought, and Stuart, who came down to help.
Plus me and Stuart had a fun evening like we used to have.
A tiring but great day!
A slow morning. Eggs on toast cooked by Stuart and then coming home and starting work late.
A warm room.
Being on the roof at work.
Chats with Libby about not wanting to have babies or get married.
Seeing Rosie and Jim at Sam’s birthday. I love those guys.
He told me he loves me.
Getting home.
Buying all the healthy salad. Eating all the healthy salad.
Spending the evening with Stuart. I missed him.
Walking in the sun to put up idling stickers.
Hot Stone. What a delicious delicious meal!
Eat out.
Bodiam castle. Kissing in the ruins.
Singing along to Noah and the Whale in the car.
Launching my website.
Throwing stones at other stones on the beach.
The photos from the pier.
Recreating Sam and Ming’s photos.
The funicular railway.
Willy Wonka making an appearance in the 1066 castle video.
Telling the poo smear story in the pub.